Monday, August 24, 2009
Don't hate the player. Hate the game.
I am stuck to my bed. I have no desire to get up, but I have a vague suspicion that this is not a good thing. I have to earn a living. All sorts of financial predators are knocking at my door, not to mention Buck and Tex, my excellent landlords. I've been sleeping badly, but I've been staying awake just as badly. I was supposed to spend the day mediating between work and doctor's office so that proper paper work could be exchanged. Instead I lay here. I suspect that I am dissociating. Maybe I'm sick but I don't feel particularly sick. I feel a bit depressed, but not consciously so. On the other hand, I woke up last night in a state just below a full on panic attack.
Sorry to have to bare my inner most to strangers here but I don't feel like talking to real people.
Outta Harm's Way- King Khan and the Shrines (Buy)
King Khan and the Shrines and The Satelliters sound really good today.
Posted by Your driver at 6:15 PM