I read this early this morning. I needed some coffee...bad. Not necessarily to comment.... but the sad realization that I get this... I really get it.The reason these losers, of which you speak, are on the market in their 50's.... is because I divorced them in my 20's, 30's and 40's.I, am a shit magnet, of the most extraordinary levels.
I have an eye for troubled women and they have an eye for me. I'm not sure I'd have it any other way. A pretty good headshrinker told me that I'd probably be bored to death by a healthy well adjusted woman. My problem is that I'm not nearly as fucked up as I used to be. Troubled women see me as just their type. Then they get a little closer and find out that I'm actually struggling to get better and boy is that a turn off. They're looking for some hopeless case that they can fix up and I'm not all that hopeless. I'm not all better either. I'm like a feral dog: neither wild nor tame. The coyotes in heat want no part of me and neither do the well groomed show dogs.
The old line that Groucho had about not wanting to join any club that would have him for a member comes to mind.
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